mind boggle
feel so empty now that ares nite is over. goodbye dance, hello promos :0(
gone are the days i look forward to prac after school, sitting through lectures and staying alive in tutorials knowing that dance will come my way later in the day. now lessons are a notch more dull. no matter how physically draining and will-testing, dance is always fun.
sounds so emo, but now i'm just an aimless soul drifting around with nothing to do. what do you do when you get home by 2pm? :P
good thing though, still try to meet up with frens as and when :0) next week is going to be the last fun week i'll be having in a long time. still haven't decided whether to go watch midnight meteor showers in school on tues or sleepover at heather's house with MADers on weds, which is unconfirmed.
personally slightly prefer sleepover though, more bonding :D last time they watched movies and gossiped til morning. but the meteor shower will be fun too, how many times in your life do you get to see shooting stars raining in the sky and make 10 000 wishes at once?
afraid to sign up for meteor shower only to be told that the sleepover will be held. and then afraid to NOT sign up for meteor shower and only to be told sleepover won't be held, and i'll be left with nothing.
ahhhhh. why can't my mum let me go for both. and omg what a question.
please heather please confirm if there will be a sleepover by monday! though anyway it wouldn't help my dilemma if you decide to hold one in the end. hahas. still, thanks for letting us into your house yet again :D
to 2 frens of mine, hope u guys are feeling better. jiayou k, time will let you noe what you should do/ if what you have done is right. you can mope now, but seriously just think a year (or even month) down the road you might feel differently. it can be hard to get over it or let go now, but you don't have to try that hard, it will come in the end, absurd as it might sound at this point of time :0)
then you might look back and feel that a 360-degree turn all but gave you a neck-ache and a good laugh. :D
sleepover. meteor shower. sleepover. meteor shower. sleepover. meteor shower.
so many people to talk to, so many things to find out before i make my decision. sigh. still, at least either way will be fun :0)
thanks mummy for at least letting me go for an overnite stay <3
